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There's a story, 

This girl, a little girl. Very innocent girl. She's hoping, hoping, and hoping. 

To a man. Very kind man. To this girl, he's the only one best man yang Allah hadirkan untuknya. 

He who gives this girl very honest advice. Sharing very meaningful story, tentang indahnya agama Islam. They both, nasihat menasihati and blablabla. Dalam banyak-banyak cerita, tiba-tiba dia juga menyatakan hasrat sucinya to this little girl. SATU HARI NANTI :)

She's hoping again, and again, everyday, each day, every second, till THEDAY to come true. This girl, she never stop to ask Allah untuk makbulkan doanya, dan harapan that guy serta mohon keampunan untuk Allah ampunkan segala dosa-dosanya yang lalu.

Harapannya hanya pada Allah. 

Time running fast, suddenly, dia terima satu ujian, ujian yang agak berat. 
She's  too disappointed with that man.
Anyhow, she knows that orang lain ada ujian yang lagi berat dari tu. That's why she never lose hope to Allah. Her routine everyday is pray, pray and pray to Allah. Pray to the One who always listen to her prayer. 

After then, she received an unexpected call from that man. He's too far away. Too far. 
The man explain everything, she cry, cry and cry. THE DAY of the man has planned somethg really special, in this end of the year, but not with this little girl, but with another beautiful and kind girl. 
She understand. 

And she cry.................................................. how could you ?
She never blame him or Him. Never. This is faith. Yet, she not blaming the faith.

But, she still hoping ya know. She never doubt with Allah. Syukur adanya Allah  Alhamdulillah. Now, she asking Allah and herself. Is she still have that HOPE ? 

A message from this girl to him,

"For the sake of Allah, If I still have that hope, when someday you're going back to Malaysia, can you just, meet my parent and marry me ? "

This little girl, terus berdoa.... 

Jika itulah kehendakMu Ya Allah, akan aku patuhi. 

Jika itu yang terbaik untuknya aku redha dengan qada dan qadar Mu walaupun aku tak mampu. 

Kau kuatkanlah iman aku walau apapun terjadi Ya Allah. Sehingga hari itu tiba. Kau kuatkanlah hati aku ya Allah.

Dan kau datangkanlah kebaikan yang lebih baik dari itu untuk ku. 

Now, I put all my trust to you, Allah.

To you, am sorry for everything. You give me that hope, that's why. I still want you. Whatever it is,  I hope you're happy. And semoga "impian" dan niat suci you dimakbulkan Allah. Walaupun saya tak dapat terima sekarang. Insyaallah, someday Allah akan bukakan pintu hati ni. Pada Allah saya berserah atas segala-galanya, now I back to Allah. Only for Allah. Pray for me too k. Amin. :)